So tonight i went and saw Harry Potter all by myself, Wes and i were going to see it last night but to my utter shock it sold out at North Star leaving us shit out of luck. So i decided to see it on my own today because Wes had to get some work done on his truck, but anyways I'm sitting there content as can be, but the entire movie i wanted to cry, it was just so beautiful (i know wierd), but then I realize that i've felt like this with every movie i've watched recently. I just love them. I love the movies! I love how every little intricate detail comes together to make this huge master piece for America's viewing pleasure. Now as i realize my love of the movies i start wishing i could be involved, and i think "Well why the hell not?". Ok i don't have much experience with filming stuff but i have acting experience, directing experience, and i work at a freaking movie theater. so i got home and started researching film directing and what it takes to become one, and i really want to do it. I dunno since freshman year i've wanted to be a drama teacher, but for some reason this seems so much more fitting than that, i dunno maybe its just the excitement, but i'm seriously considering it. Seeing that i'm going to community college for a year I've got time to make up my mind, but i have been accepted to Columbia which has a really good film program. Hmm i dunno its just all my random little thoughts on the matter.
So 28 days before i move to Indianapolis I'm pretty geeked i don't definantly have an apartment yet but i found a complex i really like and i can make it as long as i make $7 an hour and work 26 hours a week (if you do the math i included groceries, utilities, gas and such). i'm so close to starting a new life its kind of nerve wracking. Like i put my 2 weeks in at Northstar and my stomach dropped. That place is all i've known for the past year its just kinda crazy. i saw all my friends at a bonfire the other day and it made me so sad to know that we're all splitting up. What am i going to do without Ross and Jackie? I dunno, and like Robin, Katie and Chel have been my friends since oh God like 3rd grade. Even Troy and i have a bit of history though we wern't close till this year. And then My hippie, Nikki, Theresa, Jeff, Audrey, and all those underclassmen i just never took the time to know them till this year and they are such beautiful people, i'm so sad i missed the oppurtunity to be friends with them longer. All of my friends, God I'm blessed to have them in my life. I hope all of you realize how truely remarkable you are, and how much i love you. know that where ever you go in life you'll always be carrying a bit of Logan Love with you (hehe it sounds like a drug, "hey want some Double L a.k.a. Logan Love"). I truely do Love you all!